262. I Just Want Freedom

At this point, I don't know what I have to do to get my freedom, but I have to pursue it with everything within me. This blog has gone through many twists and turns, and to be frank I'm not sure what direction its headed. 

All I know is that I want my freedom.

I want freedom to:

  • Decide my day

  • Travel where I want, when I want

  • Enjoy financial security

  • Not be enslaved by irrational fears

  • Live life to its fullest

I do not feel like I'm doing that at the moment. One of the worst feelings is to be an adult but feel like a child because someone is dictating to you when you should wake up, what time you need to be at work, how much you can make, if you can travel, take time off to heal, or whatever the case.

It's stifling, and surely I didn't expect my life to be this way. As a matter of fact, I'm sure if most of us will look back on our lives and say that we didn't imagine we would grow up to live unfulfilling lives.

So, what will it take? What do I have to do? Where will this blog go? 

I don't know. Truthfully, I feel like I'm the only one reading it actually. But, it's okay. This is life. It has its periods of ups and downs, a time to work, and a time to reflect. No one said it would be easy, but when you make a decision that you want things to change in your life, you take that first step toward transformation. 

I just want more in life. What I really want is my freedom to live life and life more abundantly. I'm tired of "wishing" for things to happen. I'm ready for dreams to become a reality.