274. I Need a Miracle

I'm trying to hold on. 


It's tough trying to function at a high level when dealing with pain and injury. But, it's life. You have your up days and you have your down days, too. However, it's not easy when it's the latter.

Moments like these make you re-evaluate your life. "If I was working for myself full-time," you say to yourself, "I could take the time I need." 

But I'm not quite there yet. I'm still clawing my way to that place. In the meantime, here I am asking someone permission to heal myself. That doesn't even sound right. Life shouldn't be that way. 

But this is what happens when you take so long to launch your ideas, move forward like a freight train, and transition into the place you want to be. 

Truth be told, I just need a miracle. I don't know how or when, but I know I need one. That's for sure.